Hello, all. I haven't lurked this board for a while, but I found this post and felt inclined to respond.
I have lurked UG on and off for years. I am doing so again for reasons that I will explain later in my post. I am also a black man. I have always found vermeer at best comically-obssessed and at worst potentially dangerous. As a racist, he is benign and humorous, because nobody could be THAT dumb (sort of like "Blazing Saddles") and if he is then he's the pitiful kind of stupid that still makes us men laugh. In any ther regard, I doubt he could do anyone any real harm. And if he does, someone should take it up with LE.
The truth is: I lurk this board because I am a sex-addict. I would imagine that many of the men who post here are, but many of you seem to have different reasons as well for hobbying. Like most addictions, this "hobby" has played a part in ruining areas of my life. As those areas get worse, I become more introverted, less self-confident and resort to the company of providers because, despite my being a somewhat handsome, very well-educated (and in the opinion of others) worldly guy, I lack confidence. Also, because of my chosen profession (though I love it) I lack the trapping that inspire confidence in myself and women.
So, I spend what money I can together looking for something I can never find on these boards and with these women.
No matter how sweet a provider is (and they CAN be sweet; I became the sugar baby of one of my providers for years and I miss her very much since I've moved away from her) they are still profiteers of an addiction. People who profit from addiction have to accept that there are some shitty parts that come with their ability to make a fair amount of money (tax-free, mind) illegally and "easily" (I don't know if I could ever call what the ladies did "easy").
I take this board for what it is and if I was a frequent poster, I would by no means get up on a high horse. Vermeer is what he is. I am what I am. When looked at with sober eyes, we are both pretty pathetic. Pity the man and wish him help, not harm.
If this is out of line because of my status as an infrequent poster. If it is, please let me know and I will respectfully delete it.
I have lurked UG on and off for years. I am doing so again for reasons that I will explain later in my post. I am also a black man. I have always found vermeer at best comically-obssessed and at worst potentially dangerous. As a racist, he is benign and humorous, because nobody could be THAT dumb (sort of like "Blazing Saddles") and if he is then he's the pitiful kind of stupid that still makes us men laugh. In any ther regard, I doubt he could do anyone any real harm. And if he does, someone should take it up with LE.
The truth is: I lurk this board because I am a sex-addict. I would imagine that many of the men who post here are, but many of you seem to have different reasons as well for hobbying. Like most addictions, this "hobby" has played a part in ruining areas of my life. As those areas get worse, I become more introverted, less self-confident and resort to the company of providers because, despite my being a somewhat handsome, very well-educated (and in the opinion of others) worldly guy, I lack confidence. Also, because of my chosen profession (though I love it) I lack the trapping that inspire confidence in myself and women.
So, I spend what money I can together looking for something I can never find on these boards and with these women.
No matter how sweet a provider is (and they CAN be sweet; I became the sugar baby of one of my providers for years and I miss her very much since I've moved away from her) they are still profiteers of an addiction. People who profit from addiction have to accept that there are some shitty parts that come with their ability to make a fair amount of money (tax-free, mind) illegally and "easily" (I don't know if I could ever call what the ladies did "easy").
I take this board for what it is and if I was a frequent poster, I would by no means get up on a high horse. Vermeer is what he is. I am what I am. When looked at with sober eyes, we are both pretty pathetic. Pity the man and wish him help, not harm.
If this is out of line because of my status as an infrequent poster. If it is, please let me know and I will respectfully delete it.
