I hate to break my vow, but I need to ask the members not to speak up in my defense. On top of all the ill will I feel about my demise here, I would feel even worse if one of you got banned over speaking out on my behalf. Since it is clear that no one is going to put a stop to her posts, you are just wasting your time and efforts while putting yourself at risk.
The mods have made it clear to me that this is an argument that I couldn't win and I was 'retarded' for continuing it.
I heeded their advice. I stopped posting. I figured that would end it.
Furthermore, I complied with her wishes and moved the offending posts out of her review thread. I figured that would end it.
I even resigned as a moderator and said I would not even be posting anymore. And I told her she won, because she got me back. I figured that would end it.
Guess I ain't figuring too good.
She said that my post injured her two years. When I made the same claim about the vile names she called me, she calls me a crybaby.
She said that I was baiting her. I haven't addressed her in days. Yet she still continues to address me. Isn't that baiting?
It is clear that I cannot win here. Several members have clearly come out in her corner. Several of you that I have enjoyed a good relationship on here have come out to back me. I would've figured that would at least make things end in a draw and this shit would stop. Guess I ain't figuring too good.
I cannot come back anymore. I am damaged goods now as far as I am concerned. She has basically labeled me a pussy-whipped scumbag. Putting me in the same cateogory with the multitude of her supporters who have agreed not to review her. How else to account that we haven't seen a review of her in years. One review thread was inactive for three years. The other for five years.
She holds an unwielding hypnotic power over her clients. To the point that it scares me. I am concerned that if one of her fans ever learned my identity that my safety would be in danger. Why would I want to open myself up to that?
I am not coming back to moderate nor to post. I will remain a lurker, like a great majority of the people that view this site. I may even log in from time-to-time, as I did earlier, and like a few posts when I see something that catches my eye. But I see no benefit to my commenting anymore. And given the situation, I definitely have no interest in moderating at all.