April,
I don't give a flying fuck to what people say about me.
People can say whatever...I'm soooo secure of myself and my abilities of making my clientele happy, that I truly don't give a second or third thought about stupid things.
Everyone knows I'm a big girl and that I'm not 20, so, whoever comes to see me KNOWS exactly what they're getting and they always come back for more because they like me and what I can provide for them.
Kimmie and I did doubles in NNJ and ALL the guys we saw together that whole week...except one or two, were my repeated clients.
We had 6 days/nights filled with appointments from guys I met before.
That, alone, can show that I'm not worried about losing business over words exchanged behind my back.
If BillyS didn't come to see me when he was down my way, it's his loss, because what I really wanted to was MEET the UG board person behind a handle, not necessarily FUCK or SUCK his dick.
I didn't think he was giving me a lame excuse. Unfortunately, I believe in people and, when he said he was sharing a room with another guy and could not come over, I just said ok and went on with my life.
I didn't beg him to come, he was the one mailing me asking for an appt. We exchanged couple more mails regarding schedules and that was it.
I don't fret, waste my time or lose my sleep with things that are not important to me.
I NEVER talk about ANY provider behind her back, not even when guys asked me questions about this one or that one.
I always tell then that I don't know them any better either and they should contact and ask the questions themselves.
Things that really annoys me (either in and out of the job) are...bickering, gossiping and backstabbing.