Ok so maybe I am an idiot, or stupid and blind. I never saw it coming. I never had a reason to be suspicious. Things went as they always did. Our sex life hadn't changed, the greetings when i came home were the same. The fact that she sent me out didn't rasie a flag either , I did all the fianaces in the house and knew we could always use the extra cash from the jobs she sent me out on. We had 4 kids at home and I still don't know how she pulled some of it off. When we were on the road together before the kids, the gossip mongers always told her I was flirting with that one or this one, funny her responce was yeah but he will be in my bed tonight. She had them fooled because on a Carival midway there are no secerts yet she managed to hide those affairs as well. The spotlight was always on me so I guess like a good magician she used me to divert the attention from herself.
On the question of would I had like to know before hand, well if there was no suspicion on my part than what was there to know or to even think about. At times I guess she got suspicious of me, but they were always unfounded. I guess maybe I should have had a little more fun when I had the chance.....nah that ain't me.