Man oh man is this section depressing as hell! But its needed and show the real side to the hobby um "addiction" Sometimes I wonder am I misguided when I think my vice is better than all my friends who drink, snort, smoke, shoot, pop pills to numbness. Is gambling, drinkin really worse. I thought women and sex was more natural. The lesser of all the evils. I guess I was wrong. Im no better than my friend blowin snow up his nose on the daily. maybe this the worst hobby emotionally and monetarily. I dont know how some guys have dedicated their whole life to the game and gave up being square forever. I dont got it in me. I notice its only fun when you do it once in a blue. once it becomes habitual its not fun and gets worse with each visit. Strip clubs, brothels, outcalls, and streetwalkers the downfall of straight men who love the lady candy too much. maybe porn and playboy is where its at.