I've suffered from terrible sleep problems for the last five or six years now, and the only thing that's really helped me so far is prescription drugs. The problem is I have no health insurance (my mother's been sending me her pills in the mail because she's taking something else now, but her prescription's run out) and it gets pretty expensive to pay for these things out of pocket. It's also a giant pain in the ass to find a doctor who doesn't give me a hard time about writing the Rx.
I'm also pretty depressed about having to rely on something unnatural every night in order to fall asleep; it's gotten to the point where I literally won't go to sleep at all if I don't take something. I just lie there worrying about everything I have to do the following day, and then when that starts to keep me up I begin to stress over the fact that I'll be a zombie in the morning, which in turns making falling asleep even harder. It's a vicious self-perpetuating problem.
Ideally, I would like to find a way to turn my brain off without drugs. I feel like a lightswitch stuck in the on position.... my body will be totally exhausted but I can't get my mind to allow me to tune-out for the night. Even with drugs it typically takes me two hours or more to fall asleep once I get in bed. What makes matters worse is that I have to share my bed with someone who is lucky enough to fall asleep as soon as his head hits the pillow.
I don't know what to do anymore. I certainly can't drink to the point of passing out everynight. Suggestions?
I'm also pretty depressed about having to rely on something unnatural every night in order to fall asleep; it's gotten to the point where I literally won't go to sleep at all if I don't take something. I just lie there worrying about everything I have to do the following day, and then when that starts to keep me up I begin to stress over the fact that I'll be a zombie in the morning, which in turns making falling asleep even harder. It's a vicious self-perpetuating problem.
Ideally, I would like to find a way to turn my brain off without drugs. I feel like a lightswitch stuck in the on position.... my body will be totally exhausted but I can't get my mind to allow me to tune-out for the night. Even with drugs it typically takes me two hours or more to fall asleep once I get in bed. What makes matters worse is that I have to share my bed with someone who is lucky enough to fall asleep as soon as his head hits the pillow.
I don't know what to do anymore. I certainly can't drink to the point of passing out everynight. Suggestions?