In other news , there a girl from SA I been talking to . She likes me because I am still young . She has feeling for me already and I ain’t gonna lie I am kinda getting them too. She first offer 500 when we first spoke . Sex wouldn’t be available until a couple dates in . I told that a bit high if I ain’t getting what I want . Most I paid for dinner date was $100 and hated them . I told for her I can do $200-$250. We text each and it like she wants to to be a relationship. I told about my past and she now says she feels bad for taking my money if it she decides it does work in 2-3 dates.my past is more of how I worked for my stuff . Nothing was ever given to me . And she also assume I made 100k a year lol and I kept it honest with her I don’t . So we both stuck. She try’s to convince not to date with her playfully but late nights she caves and tells me how she feels . Her number number are high because her friend told her awhile back that she has gotten $1000 a date. I think she told her friend about our situation and her friend told her the site is not for girls like her . Her friend herself quit because she was seeing a guy from the site and she caught feelings . He didn’t feel the same . Now the girl I am taking to .Well what made her join was that she was dating dudes that where cheap . You guys that look at the Restaurants bills and looks uneasy . She got tired of splitting the bill . Also now she would love to give me that chance but she said she still needs money for school and stuff. She has bills .She sees me as a normal sweet Guy. She only had sex with one guy in her whole life . The offers she get on there is crazy . $800 for ppm which she said will Never do . She not even for a couple grands. She wants love with all this. She said some guy hit her up and said would pay her for her to have his kids. Some wild shit. She has yet to Accept my $200-$250 . She still talks to me . She sees the good in me . She knows I have a bright future . Because I ain’t at the level I wanna be in my career due to the fact that I don’t have the right connection in my field . Just thought I should vent to you guys . I know you guys have experience what I feel . We want each other but she has her needs and well maybe her price is much out of my ballpark. But I haven’t had feeling like this . Plus her miles are low . She innocent herself . Idk like I said just what is running in my head. She tease me a lot when her clingy side want to show. She left me a picture the night she spoke to her friend . I was shock , thought her friend told her to do that . She said never sends picture. Thanks guys for Hearing men. Idk how this gonna turn out. FUCK