I posted earlier in the thread but back again. For now it seems to be easier to stop Bc of lack of good,sane, reliable choices. Not worth the chase.
I was down to seeing just Belle and had a little misunderstanding that has since been rectified but I have stopped for a while, I believe 2 months
Now what is stopping me is health and weight. I don’t like myself, i feel gross and not very nice to look at. Belle is very nice to me and verbally as well but she deserves better than me. Also lower back pain makes certain movements painful.
trying to devote time to my health and maybe as I see bank account grow it will pull me away even more. However, the draw of Sophia Belle would be more than enough to make me fall of the wagon.