I think reading these posts, everyone's issues are very similar. I knew i had a little problem, ( But not anymore )when maybe like 8 years ago, I called a Spanish girl, who pic looked good, not great. For some reason, I wasn't comfortable. I went anyway. Into Melville I went. I get there, looking around, I wasn't comfortable, But I texted anyway letting her know I was in the parking lot. I started walking to the door. I wasn't comfortable.I thought it was a sting. I kept thinking of the texts and calls with this girl, I wasnt comfortable. I still knocked on the damn door. I was thinking, this can turn bad. Not being robbed, but LE. I thought there was a good chance this is where i get myself into trouble. I walked in, neither of us are saying much because, yes, I wasnt comfortable. She asked me if I were a cop? i said no, but are you? She took her top down and put mu hands on here tits... I place a donation down for the hr with 2 pops. We got into it and I popped and I just wanted to get out of there. i was so mad at myself, for still going. I paid an hr, and left after 25 minutes. Waste of money. She wasnt great looking. I though it could be LE. I still went for it. I left there, disgusted with myself. Thats when I knew there was a problem, but I fixed myself. Now I just do it because. Just fun. and spice of life, reasons like that. OR, am I once again, in denial?