I almost never do mish position with any escort.
And when I do, its only a minute, I usually dont go on with it.
My reason: Its not easy looking into the eyes, they tell so much, and most of the time, the readings are not what I want.
Explanation:
When Im on top of a girl, I can look right into her eyes, close up, only a few inches, and I see so many things, not imagined, but all these years, I can read the eyes.
Sometimes,(all in the past, I dont do mish anymore), with real young escorts, I see fear.(like a deer in a cars headlights) Sometimes I see the eyes wondering off in the distance, and I find that disturbing. Maybe shes seperating herself from the entire experience, or maybe shes on drugs, and the eyes drift.(glazed over eyes, I know shes on something, equally disturbing)
Sometimes, she looks right at you, and the look of disgust is just too hard for her to hide.
Sometimes, tears look like they are about to come, that always make me feel like a real man.
Sometimes, the look of real enjoyment is actually visible, and to me, an escort that enjoys her job that much is in deep trouble.
Sometimes, the look of boredom, like man, hurry up so I can watch my soaps, is not an inviting look either.
And the worst, the absolute worst experience on earth,is the one that has that cold as ice stare, little daggers stabbing you, that one makes me very uncomfortable.
So, I just rather bend them over, stick it in their ass, and if she is disgusted, icecold, or terrified, she can keep it all to herself and just act like shes enjoying it.
Some things in life, Ive decided, are not worth knowing all that well.
And when I do, its only a minute, I usually dont go on with it.
My reason: Its not easy looking into the eyes, they tell so much, and most of the time, the readings are not what I want.
Explanation:
When Im on top of a girl, I can look right into her eyes, close up, only a few inches, and I see so many things, not imagined, but all these years, I can read the eyes.
Sometimes,(all in the past, I dont do mish anymore), with real young escorts, I see fear.(like a deer in a cars headlights) Sometimes I see the eyes wondering off in the distance, and I find that disturbing. Maybe shes seperating herself from the entire experience, or maybe shes on drugs, and the eyes drift.(glazed over eyes, I know shes on something, equally disturbing)
Sometimes, she looks right at you, and the look of disgust is just too hard for her to hide.
Sometimes, tears look like they are about to come, that always make me feel like a real man.
Sometimes, the look of real enjoyment is actually visible, and to me, an escort that enjoys her job that much is in deep trouble.
Sometimes, the look of boredom, like man, hurry up so I can watch my soaps, is not an inviting look either.
And the worst, the absolute worst experience on earth,is the one that has that cold as ice stare, little daggers stabbing you, that one makes me very uncomfortable.
So, I just rather bend them over, stick it in their ass, and if she is disgusted, icecold, or terrified, she can keep it all to herself and just act like shes enjoying it.
Some things in life, Ive decided, are not worth knowing all that well.
