Short story about TRT and me
This stuff literally saved my life. I was highly depressed and suicidal. Nothing seemed worth living for at 1 point.
So like 8 yrs ago. I finally beat the shit out of myself enough that I called my mother told her to take me to detox.
Went to detox did another 9month stay at Phoenix house. But for the first time I wasn't sent there by a judge.
So when I got out of the bird cage(Phoenix house) I luckily got a job back doing HVAC in a week.
So for the next 6 or 7yrs (32yrs old to 38yrs) stayed off the drugs and all I did was work. Did not have sex or mess with any women.(crazy I know). I had zero desire too.
So like a year ago I was getting really depressed, felt like shit everyday, zero energy, bad sleep. All I had was enough energy to work and that's it.
Started having crazy thoughts about why am I even alive. No kids, no wife.........what's the point????
Went to doctor. Got blood test. My T-levels were like 70. Free T was like 30. Think all the drugs i used screwed me up.
Doc put me on Testosterone. This stuff has saved my life.
I feel like I'm 20yrs old again. Tons of energy. Zero anxiety, depression, and sleep way better. Go to gym everyday before work at 5am. I feel like a God.
So now I'm getting crazy horny everyday. After about 5 months of being so horny I started looking for monger sites. I used to monger 10 yrs ago. I used to live with a junkie provider from a old website that doesn't exist anymore in the commack motor in.
Found this site. Joined. Started seeing providers........ all pump and dump 1s. Always left feeling emtpy inside.
Then I finally had a session with
@Amanda92411 this women breathed new life in me. The sex was so good and so hot. It put my confidence levels back at 100%. I'm out here getting civilian women phone numbers left and right now. Bagged the hottest 40yr old blonde bartender 2 weeks ago she took me home with her. Civilian Women are all over me now. I don't even understand it.....lol
I waisted so much time being depressed and low energy all because my T levels were low.
Getting on Testosterone literally saved my life. Only bad part is it has shrunk my balls some but my dick gets hard as a rock. so it's a good trade off.
I pin micro doses every morning. It mimics natural test cycle in you. Naturally your t levels are highest in the AM. Pining a mega dose once a week which I did in the beginning is not the same. It has a half life and starts to wear off after a few days before my next dose.
Hope this helps anybody out
Also if your a fat dude don't think TRT is going to save you. Being on TRT you have to put in work to get optimal results from it. The fatter you are the more the TRT will aromatase into estrogen. You have to eat a solid real food high protien diet and exercise 3 or 4 times a weeks. To get optimal health benefits from TRT.
-SuperSimp aka Captain save a ho