It's weird for me.only doing p4p for past year and I get nervous even before going in the door. Even with Viagra which I now find working beter than cialis or levitra. I have major performance anxiety.Watching porn I am under no pressure to perform and there is an amazing difference. Hey I turned 59 yesterday so I am greatful for what I have. Treated myself to my ATF this AM ,and my performance was way off. She is young & hot & I am old & fat & I walked out the door feeling guilty. I am just withdrawing,need to get some strength and endurance up. As I am huffing and puffing going up one flight of stairs. I hit the inhaler & I get palpitations. .I need to be greatful for what I have, and not what I was 20 years ago & I need to stay off the puter. Damn addiction that it is!