The time has come
I've been tormenting myself these past few weeks.
The Angel:
You have a wonderful life! You have a beautiful new house and a husband that were coming up on our one year anniversary. I LOVE this man. I now have what I consider 7 children (his/mine/and a few I've picked up along the way) who I have to be accountable for. It's not all about what April wants anymore...it's whats for the best of April's family.
The Devil:
Yeah but just think a few weeks and boom the pool is paid for.
Sex? At home? yeah right! Remember the itch you had in February and no one could stop you?
The Angel:
Screw an in ground pool, I visit Adriana everyday and go in her Jacuzzi and her pool. Sex? Sometimes intimacy is much more important, as is security and knowing that when the chips are down someones got your back.
I scratched my itch very well in February. I think I'm good for a while...if not there is always my sharper image "neck massager"
Who won?
The Angel.
I've learned along time ago to never say never or else you wind up with egg on your face. I'm 37 years old, (not hooker years either) my priorities are very different than they used to be. I NEVER EVER thought I would have returned last Feb for a month of fun had you asked me in Jan.
Sooooo I'm sorry to say that neither I or Adriana will be returning in May.
I owe a lot to UG, I've made many friends and probably met in one form or another a good percentage of people here. Be good to each other.
When I say that I care about certain people here, I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
I'll be around, just not available. You guys know me.... I can only keep quiet for so long