so i finally met one off sa... first time since august. 30yrs old, i usually shoot for younger but she looked good.. Solid 8. Face maybe a 7.5, im sure better 10yrs ago. Pics were all real, looks great in person. Had a fun time. Just one thing...shes freaking nuts. In case you skipped that part, she is Freak, ing, nuts. But i kinda love it.
I need a full notebook to list all her issues.. Pill popper, big taker of downers bc shes so hyper. addicted to tobacco. Former army, like 10yrs ago, has ptsd and nightmares since. Super hyper. Has body dysmorphia. Shes not anarexic but hates most of herself even down to her pores. At one point in the beginning of the date she started hyperventilating bc she was so nervous. Also other stuff ill choose not to list..
Had a decent car date tho lol. I guess im sick as well. Mind you im the polar opposite. I dont and never have done drugs. Ive never even smoked a cig, always hated them too much..and she loved that about me. While talking and planning to meet i had to convince her to kiss..she kept saying she doesnt know bc that's really intimate right away.. Meanwhile she gets in the car, loves me and keeps saying im really hot and asks to kiss almost immediately. Likes it rough. When I gently touched her tits she looked at me like she wanted to slit my throat and said she doesnt like light touching and then smashed my hands into her tits. Fake big Bs/small Cs if i had to guess but shit they felt great. Every time i grabbed them i had to squeeze the hell out of them, there was no casual touching. When she showed me her ass, had me slap it and said harder, again smashed my hand into her. Had me rub her neck and shoulders, i almost couldnt do it hard enough, and im decently strong. In between all this she would get paranoid about her body. Would start to get upset, cover back up, but then start to jump me again once i complimented her and calmed her down. It was such a roller coaster. At one point i told her i was picky and it made her world..she was so happy someone picky met up with her bc shes so self-conscious. Shes a PITA to communicate with. Talks a trillion miles a minute on the phone and doesn't let me get a word in unless i start almost yelling, and texting she misspells every other word sometimes so bad i cant make out the message. If she types as fast as she talks i know why she messes up to much. But on the way home she says among other things she feels high off me and "i feel like i met you for a reason". She literally is hooked on me. Wants to spend sunday night in a hotel the whole night with me. She wrote me love notes on napkins from my glovebox on the ride home. At one point in her life she was really intelligent and maybe still is deep down. She was in some sort of language linguistics dept in the army. She said she speaks 4 languages. Started rattling off history facts about languages. Has lived in brazil and china and other states. Unfortunately, also partook in their local drugs while in each country. I feel like she'd need to detox in a padded room for a year to get back to normal. Really sad bc she actually is a sweet girl when u could catch a glimpse of her normal personality.
Has a twin just as hot as her. Id like to try to work that in somehow in the future...she let her twin bang her husband at one point, so it seems like maybe she'd be open to it..