As I've stated in the past, I became involved in this thing of ours because I gave up having extra curricular affairs. They were exciting but very dangerous to my real life. Hobbying became a safer direction to pursue.
This from my post in another recent thread. Currently I find myself getting drawn back into the chase and capture. The "chase" has always been an incredible draw for me. Like a hunter who sights his prey, I am very patient. I move deliberately and slowly and build things to a slow burn. I take risks but know the limitations. When the timing is perfect, all I have to do is make myself available, because the lady pulls the trigger. For me the chase is a huge ego booster. It reaffirms my ability to attract and seduce women and get them to want me. Which is the complete antithesis to the hobby.
However, I know the danger involved in what I do but am powerfully drawn to this. Maybe it's my spring rite once again. The cycle continues.
...I am simply bored with none emotional sex and have a very active sex life without paying for it.
However, I know the danger involved in what I do but am powerfully drawn to this. Maybe it's my spring rite once again. The cycle continues.