Basically I'm a decent looking late 20s with some pretty terrible social skills/social anxiety. That added to the potential risk has me second guessing the hobby. As a healthy male I obviously have needs, tough for me to meet women with the anxiety and poor social skills. I already have someone in mind and got vetted a year or two ago. She reached out, I said I would get in touch when it was a better time for me but I never did. It still isn't a better time really but I feel like if my needs don't get dealt with relatively soon I might run head first into a brick wall.(not really). It's been three years since....and I'm really not even as experienced as someone my age should be. Which adds to the social anxiety on the rare occasion I do go out and see attractive chicks who seem into me. "You're just gonna make a fool of yourself why bother, if you manage to woo her you're just gonna embarrass your self so why bother" type thoughts. I feel like a pressure free environment to work on my skills and release stress and fulfil my needs is the healthiest approach. Does that make sense to anyone else? Unfortunately I can't send private messages, there is one person I'd like to speak with privately, I've seen him comment and review every credible provider in my area. Which actually makes me feel better knowing people do this often and aside from taking a risk here and there for a new experience they remain anonymous and out of trouble. Anyway I guess if anyone feels like sharing their first experience and what you would have done differently, what you wished you would have done, maybe help convince me to make an appointment I'd appreciate it.
Sorry if I broke any rules, I hope I didn't because this took a while to write and now i have to proof read it. Thanks for reading.
Sorry if I broke any rules, I hope I didn't because this took a while to write and now i have to proof read it. Thanks for reading.