But if you can do it again would you have abstained from mongering if it meant your illness could have been avoided ?
USER] which I don’t think I could simply answer yes or no too …
My first thought is yes, of course, but being the what if type, with abstinence, there would always be the uncertainty of stepping off the curb and getting hit by a bus I suppose..
Past and current events in life have led me to become quite humble, compassionate and most importantly jidgement free.. One does not know what’s going on ,behind closed doors or on the other side of the desk- Waking up every day not knowing what’s tomorrow will bring and goi g from scan to scan is something I wish on no one either..
My S/O has been outstanding doing everything she can to stand by my side and help me through this - Difficult to explain in a few short words .. Then I think about the guilt I would have if she knew of past mongering transgressions—
to be continued Sir