First I would like to start off stating that I did not write the Main Title because it is grammatically incorrect. LOL.
As everyone knows I had a np4p extracurricular activity for a while and it was great while it lasted. Everything was awesome and for some reason extracurricular activity partners are willing to do ANYTHING you want. I could have told this bitch to put mayonnaise on her ass and let me throw processed cheese slices at her if I told her that it turned me on. We pretty much did everything that you see on straight porn including anal into mouth nqnstc and the big finish swallowing. But it ended because she was ready to leave her husband for me and no way in hell was I going to leave my family. Things got ugly, threats were made but eventually was settled and we parted ways.
I was on a dry spell for a bit and visited an AMP on division street to pass the time. I think I made a small review on that place at on time or another a few months ago. I met Jessie there who I became friends with and we ended up going to Foxwoods Casino weekly. There she introduced me a friend who introduced me to another friend who worked Hartford at an AMP. This is where my little adventure began.
She was 5'2" tall, orange brown hair, nice large B cups, 22 years old, from Shanghai and been here for 3 years. She was very pretty with brown almond shaped eyes and a very cute little girl voice.
Her name is Ann or Anh, whatever. We hit it off right away. And was on the roulette table together. I was showing her a new system that my friend was messing with at the time. (I understand that most systems do not work and always needs more luck than skills but give a guy a break ok?). Well I have been playing this system for a month and it was working for me, 4 visits, 3 wins and 1 loss. I don't know if she was my lucky charm or not but we ended up winning close to 5 grand each in a matter of 4 hours.
We took a limo back to Flushing and spent the day together eating and walking around. I had actually told my wife that I had a business meeting at Foxwoods for a few days and in case I was spotted there, I would have a good excuse. We spent the next 4 days together because she told me that she needed a break from work. We exchanged numbers, me (Tmobile prepaid 2nd hidden phone) and her cell as well as work number.
She moved down to Flushing to work to be closer to me at some Tui Na place. We saw one another 3 times a week and spent lots of time at the Queens Motor Inn. She is a wild child but always played safe with all her clients and always BB for me, so she claimed, I really have no idea but after 4 tubes of blood and negatives all over with the exception of my triglycerides being a bit high everything is clean.
Her feelings for me obviously grew. She had no idea that I was married with kids and thought that I was a car service driver since I drive a Lincoln. Then one day she tells me that a "wei guo ren" white guy offered to whisk her away and marry her. It kinda hurt for that one second but it actually made me pissed, so I told her to just marry him then and stormed away.
A week passed.
Next thing you know she is telling me that she is pregnant with my baby and does not want to drop the baby. I took her to a clinic and had a blood test and indeed she was really pregos. My fuckin heart dropped. I did not want a bastard child running around with my genes, let alone a whore for a mother. I later found out that she was shooting up heroin as well.
I lost contact with her for a month.
Then I see her walking hand in hand with an older white guy in Chinatown. I smile and go my own way. She looks like she has been through hell and no longer had that youth in her eyes. I later found out from a friend that she lost the baby early. I have no idea if it was mine or not.
It has been a crazy 2 years for me.
I think it is time for me to really settle down.
Maybe a few paid times once in a while but I am no longer going to invest anymore time for np4p. It actually costs a lot more mentally.
Man I have never had my thoughts so jumbled. If anyone gets a headache or is confused, I apologize. Right now, I am just trying to settle down my emotions and put all my efforts towards my family, at least enough to seem normal before I start mongering again. And when I do, I will keep to my old ways, BSing to get more for my dollar and not investing anything else.
As everyone knows I had a np4p extracurricular activity for a while and it was great while it lasted. Everything was awesome and for some reason extracurricular activity partners are willing to do ANYTHING you want. I could have told this bitch to put mayonnaise on her ass and let me throw processed cheese slices at her if I told her that it turned me on. We pretty much did everything that you see on straight porn including anal into mouth nqnstc and the big finish swallowing. But it ended because she was ready to leave her husband for me and no way in hell was I going to leave my family. Things got ugly, threats were made but eventually was settled and we parted ways.
I was on a dry spell for a bit and visited an AMP on division street to pass the time. I think I made a small review on that place at on time or another a few months ago. I met Jessie there who I became friends with and we ended up going to Foxwoods Casino weekly. There she introduced me a friend who introduced me to another friend who worked Hartford at an AMP. This is where my little adventure began.
She was 5'2" tall, orange brown hair, nice large B cups, 22 years old, from Shanghai and been here for 3 years. She was very pretty with brown almond shaped eyes and a very cute little girl voice.
Her name is Ann or Anh, whatever. We hit it off right away. And was on the roulette table together. I was showing her a new system that my friend was messing with at the time. (I understand that most systems do not work and always needs more luck than skills but give a guy a break ok?). Well I have been playing this system for a month and it was working for me, 4 visits, 3 wins and 1 loss. I don't know if she was my lucky charm or not but we ended up winning close to 5 grand each in a matter of 4 hours.
We took a limo back to Flushing and spent the day together eating and walking around. I had actually told my wife that I had a business meeting at Foxwoods for a few days and in case I was spotted there, I would have a good excuse. We spent the next 4 days together because she told me that she needed a break from work. We exchanged numbers, me (Tmobile prepaid 2nd hidden phone) and her cell as well as work number.
She moved down to Flushing to work to be closer to me at some Tui Na place. We saw one another 3 times a week and spent lots of time at the Queens Motor Inn. She is a wild child but always played safe with all her clients and always BB for me, so she claimed, I really have no idea but after 4 tubes of blood and negatives all over with the exception of my triglycerides being a bit high everything is clean.
Her feelings for me obviously grew. She had no idea that I was married with kids and thought that I was a car service driver since I drive a Lincoln. Then one day she tells me that a "wei guo ren" white guy offered to whisk her away and marry her. It kinda hurt for that one second but it actually made me pissed, so I told her to just marry him then and stormed away.
A week passed.
Next thing you know she is telling me that she is pregnant with my baby and does not want to drop the baby. I took her to a clinic and had a blood test and indeed she was really pregos. My fuckin heart dropped. I did not want a bastard child running around with my genes, let alone a whore for a mother. I later found out that she was shooting up heroin as well.
I lost contact with her for a month.
Then I see her walking hand in hand with an older white guy in Chinatown. I smile and go my own way. She looks like she has been through hell and no longer had that youth in her eyes. I later found out from a friend that she lost the baby early. I have no idea if it was mine or not.
It has been a crazy 2 years for me.
I think it is time for me to really settle down.
Maybe a few paid times once in a while but I am no longer going to invest anymore time for np4p. It actually costs a lot more mentally.
Man I have never had my thoughts so jumbled. If anyone gets a headache or is confused, I apologize. Right now, I am just trying to settle down my emotions and put all my efforts towards my family, at least enough to seem normal before I start mongering again. And when I do, I will keep to my old ways, BSing to get more for my dollar and not investing anything else.