"People may forget what you said; they may forget what you did; but they will never forget the way you made them feel."
Consciously or unconsciously, you go into a session with an intention and agenda. Be fully aware next time before you start. Ask yourself and be honest, "why am I here??????" Really, why am I here? Ask yourself in the car after final preps before you begin your march to the door.
If you are honest, you will be surprised.
Sample Possible answers:
I am backed up and I need to unload ASAP. Then why not rub it out? I need a fuller (real) experience. But that experience will be over in an hour or so and the same objective will be met, I unloaded a heavy load. And now I am minus some bucks. Ah, the money doesn't matter. I have enough anyway. Then why did I go? I wanted to be with a woman. I wanted to see her body parts. Okay, you saw them thousands of times. I wanted to hear her orgasm. Okay, why? You can listen to porn and hear thousands of female orgasms or sit in the jungle and listen to a variety of wild animals in heat. But I want to feel her orgasm. I want a warm body. then snuggle up to your dog. Maybe go with wife, girlfriend, SO. No, she's got my number, boring. Need an ego boost from the outside. I want to hold my own species and relate. I want to dominate. I want to cause her to orgasm. I want to dominate and orgasm on her. My body needs it; my mind needs it. My emotions need it. When I finish with her, I will be satisfied. I accomplished something. She knew I was here. I left my jizz inside of her. I made my point. I conquered. Who conquered who? She got your money. she subdued you, handled you just fine (no matter how big you think you are) Left you impotent momentarily. Left you in a state where you will need to return to accomplish what you missed in this session. But, I at least have a memory. Memory of what? I humped a girl. Maybe I impressed her. Maybe she likes me. Maybe I made a statement. Maybe I was unimpressive. Let me try again. Wow, she must have some bank account. Wow, what a racket she has. Saps like me, waiting in line to hand over a chunk of money. Man, that adds up. Wow, tax free. What a racket. They all come to mama, unload and moan; rest in her bosom for a second. Mama pets them and approves them. Gives her final kiss, "Y'all come back now, ya hear."
It doesn't hurt you one bit to be aware of the subconscious thoughts that run you. You can still continue but just be aware of your motivation. We are all differently motivated.
Consciously or unconsciously, you go into a session with an intention and agenda. Be fully aware next time before you start. Ask yourself and be honest, "why am I here??????" Really, why am I here? Ask yourself in the car after final preps before you begin your march to the door.
If you are honest, you will be surprised.
Sample Possible answers:
I am backed up and I need to unload ASAP. Then why not rub it out? I need a fuller (real) experience. But that experience will be over in an hour or so and the same objective will be met, I unloaded a heavy load. And now I am minus some bucks. Ah, the money doesn't matter. I have enough anyway. Then why did I go? I wanted to be with a woman. I wanted to see her body parts. Okay, you saw them thousands of times. I wanted to hear her orgasm. Okay, why? You can listen to porn and hear thousands of female orgasms or sit in the jungle and listen to a variety of wild animals in heat. But I want to feel her orgasm. I want a warm body. then snuggle up to your dog. Maybe go with wife, girlfriend, SO. No, she's got my number, boring. Need an ego boost from the outside. I want to hold my own species and relate. I want to dominate. I want to cause her to orgasm. I want to dominate and orgasm on her. My body needs it; my mind needs it. My emotions need it. When I finish with her, I will be satisfied. I accomplished something. She knew I was here. I left my jizz inside of her. I made my point. I conquered. Who conquered who? She got your money. she subdued you, handled you just fine (no matter how big you think you are) Left you impotent momentarily. Left you in a state where you will need to return to accomplish what you missed in this session. But, I at least have a memory. Memory of what? I humped a girl. Maybe I impressed her. Maybe she likes me. Maybe I made a statement. Maybe I was unimpressive. Let me try again. Wow, she must have some bank account. Wow, what a racket she has. Saps like me, waiting in line to hand over a chunk of money. Man, that adds up. Wow, tax free. What a racket. They all come to mama, unload and moan; rest in her bosom for a second. Mama pets them and approves them. Gives her final kiss, "Y'all come back now, ya hear."
It doesn't hurt you one bit to be aware of the subconscious thoughts that run you. You can still continue but just be aware of your motivation. We are all differently motivated.