I’m wondering
- Thread starter Sadie of Executive Choice
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Yes I was in love with providers before. 1 was a stripper I met at a party. I didn't know she was a stripper until I went to a bachelor party for her brother. We walked into a place in Times Square and there she was on stage. Her brothers & cousins went crazy. We got thrown out of the club. We stayed together for about another year after that. She was making a lot of money, like 1k on a Friday night. I would go into the club and she handed me the money to keep safe.
When I was 19 and stationed in Panama I ended up living with a bar girl. It wasn't uncommon for GI's to marry bar girls. I've seen it in Panama, Korea, Philippines and Germany. I was living with this girl we were both 19 or 20 years old. If I remember correctly she wasn't even from Panama but originally from El Salvador. I had a temporary duty assignment then went in leave for a month in Hawaii. I got a Dear John letter when I got back. I never saw her again. If she didn't disappear I probably would've married her.
When I was 19 and stationed in Panama I ended up living with a bar girl. It wasn't uncommon for GI's to marry bar girls. I've seen it in Panama, Korea, Philippines and Germany. I was living with this girl we were both 19 or 20 years old. If I remember correctly she wasn't even from Panama but originally from El Salvador. I had a temporary duty assignment then went in leave for a month in Hawaii. I got a Dear John letter when I got back. I never saw her again. If she didn't disappear I probably would've married her.
Honestly, for a married guy. You can have the best relationships with a certain type of these women. I don’t think as a single guy I would venture into this but I think it’s different if you have no intention of any sort of future. I’ve found that working girls especially want a guy that understands will give them love( real or not). It’s also a backstop for the married guy. Yes you might feel love but in your mind you know there is no future with a woman that does this and that’s a good thing. It will hold you back from making a bad decision…
If the definition of “falling in love with” is allowing oneself to become so overly attached that the moments and hours of your days and nights are hopelessly tortured by obsessively ruminating about them, knowing their complete history inside and out, constantly buying them gifts, cooking for them, and going on trips with them and spending time with their family members? Yes, I have stupidly enslaved myself many times in my long history in that worthless melodrama.
But, now, “falling in love” just means that with a handful of favorites, I see them quite often, and give them minor petty gifts, as an overflowing of emotion, and to enrich the love play with them.
But, now, “falling in love” just means that with a handful of favorites, I see them quite often, and give them minor petty gifts, as an overflowing of emotion, and to enrich the love play with them.
I was friends with a girl for a couple years who was a provider. I eventually rented a room to her in my house. She started flirting with me and we hooked up a few times. No exchange of money. Our feelings grew and I eventually convinced myself that it turned me on knowing she was a slut. We would go to swinger clubs. We had threesomes with other guys, girls, couples. We experimented with all types of fetishes. It was a toxic relationship that was filled with love and lust. Would I do it again. Yes.
5 years or so ago I used to see a girl in Holbrook who was an amazing woman. We just clicked, into the same hobbies and music. She knew obscure bands that I knew and it wasn’t BS because she started listing songs etc…. We just clicked. To the point I would go to our sessions a little earlier and we would just chill while she got ready or even one time she was eating dinner and we just BS. Amazing personality. I started to fall for her hard but knew this wasn’t a healthy route to take and eventually stopped going. I was a little messed up emotionally with my current situation at the time. Eventually the “SPA” she worked at closed. Numbers disconnected, can’t find her anywhere. Definitely do not regret meeting her but wish I kept in touch… lesson learned.